I don't know how I gonna survive the next 4 months.
Cause living with a teenager and 2 pre teens just gets on my nerve in a waaaaaay... I gonna kill someone, or myself, before the end of the summer.
It's partly my fault, I know. And my parents' too. And theirs èé

I used not to care about babysitting my brothers and sister, cause they were younger, cause I was at home, cause I was the big sister, and cause, as Doctor T said so well... cause I had to, not because I wanted to. I considered it normal, I suppose.
But today, I'm an adult, I'm not at home anymore, I don't even have my own bedroom so why do I still have the feeling nothing had evolved? That all my family life revolves around 'taking care of the monsters'?

My parents don't realize I'm getting allergic to it. Before it was only the cooking (you could get me depressed with the word 'jam' a few years ago, and I believe you still can), but now, it's the whole thing. When they are working... well, I'm supposed to play the part of the perfect big sister, when I don't feel obliged to consider myself only as a sister. And after, they wonder why I feel so asocial right now?

And Mutti got geraniums. Again. I wanna cry ;_;

*bitchy mode off*

So... other news?
- I hate spring. I hate summer. It's too hot. And I get allergies èé
- I went to the open doors of my former highschool. It didn't make me nostalgic, but melancholic. I don't really much care anymore about it, which, in a way, is a good thing. I've been told I seem quite fine, and it pleased me, cause I really doubt I was last year (after all, I avoided going to theformer open doors because of that). I spoke to my favourite latin teachers, it was nice, and I was happy when one of them told me our latin group still has a place in her heart. After all, latin is one of my best memories of that time... We had so much fun!
- I've seen 'Angel and Demon', and I was surprised : the movie is ok. It may be because I didn't like the Da Vinci Code I didn't want to read any other Dan Brown's book and so I wasn't spoiled with this one, or maybe because I got some Ewan Mc Gregor's chest+ dressed like a priest *3*... or maybe because it was in Rome, and the 'OMG obelisk = pagan symbol' made my day.
Obelisks are everywhere in Rome. We even didn't notice the Pantheon because we were so absorbed by the obelisk in front of it when we visited the town XD
- Dexter season 3 : done. And I agree with him : *do not kill you sister, do not kill your sister...*
- Tudor season 2 : *o*. I think I'm in love with François 1er. It's strange cause I didn't like him in class, ... but he made me laugh so much, and he had an historical citation sooo >>, now I still have a reason to watch the show after Thomas More's death.

- I got Millenium, tome 1 *o* *o* *o* *o* *o* *o* *o* *o* *o*
- Solferino will be a mess. I'm scared to get back to work, with the tonns of mail I'll have to read èé. But it'll be worthy héhé


And the main event of Ze Week :
MUTTI TURNED 50 LAST THURSDAY
Happy birthday! I luv youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, you're the best!
We had a nice family lunch, even if the main fest will be in August. Grandma was awesome as always ^^.

So now, I'll return to my murderous intentions. And to Thomas More (he won't last looooooong... please, at last, give me his lolzy sentence before dying)